Wish You Were Here

Sejak dah move on nie kan, saje je nk lyn lagu 'Wish You Were Here by Avril Lavigne' with touching2 mcm dlu. Cbe2 lah gak ingt kat ashraf balik tapi..... teringat kt orng laen... aku tetbe teringat kat joe. Ye, sejak hal yg aritu, kteorng xbertegur pun. Due2 ego or he alreadu forgot me. Yelah. Die kn dah ade gf. Aku bkn nak jeles ke ape. Tapi aku ade terbacalah, 'A guyfriend could be the best in giving us (girl) the advice, but once he got a gf, he is not longer there for you.' Entahlah.. Tapi kdg2 tu aku ade lah gak rindu kt die, wish he was here like he use to. Dulu, die selalu text aku, xde lah selalu tapi dlm seminggu tu adelah gak sekali or due kali. But now, sebulan pun susah. I miss when he use to be around, joking and fight dgn aku about stupid things. He used to be there giving me advice, cry ngan mase aku break ngan ashraf. He was the first guy that see me cry actually selain family aku. He make me laugh most of the time. He was there when i took my PMR and SPM. Die support aku and motivate aku. And mase aku dpt result PMR, ble die tahu keputusan aku cemerlang, he was so happy. Sgt happy smpai aku xsangka die akan react mcm tu. I mean, yelah, die baru my bestfriend bkn cousin aku or whatsoever. Yelah, dulu aku ngaku aku suka kat die, sayang kat die. Tapi aku lupe, sayang aku kt die tu mcm mne. Aku ingat aku syg kat die mcm aku sayang kt ashraf. Tapi x, it was more than that. Coz aku syg die mcm die tu one of my family member. Aku sanggup buat ape je untuk die. Aku dah anggap die mcm abg aku somehow. Dan die pun same, aku tahu. Coz die pernah nak tolong nyamar jdi abg aku tok bgitahu feeling aku kt crush aku. Kalo die ade sekrng, mesti die tolong aku kn. Hmm... aku rindu kau kot joe. I really wish you were here... :(

So, esok, new year, insyallah, aku akan antar text kt joe. Kalo die balas, alhamdulilah. Kalo die xbalas. i get it. Xpe. I wish him the best. Insyallah. :)