Friday, September 30, 2011

When I Grew Up

Yeah, when i grew up... Nope, it was not like lgu pussycat doll tu coz die tahu ape die nk jdi ble die gre up nnti. But me, i'm opposite than that. Seriously, aku jeles tgk orng yg dh tahu ape yg die nk jdi ble die dh besar nnti (xtcampur ngan bdk2 bwah darjah3 ye).

Time aku kecil2 dulu, aku ingat nk jdi cikgu. Mcm best je. Ble hari guru je, dpt hadiah. Bestnya. Tpi ble dh besar, aku nie rupa2nya xreti ajar orng. Xde kesbran yg tinggi. Krng bdk tu xphm, aku bwat derk je. And aku nie mmg ske bwat formula sendiri mcm farah n mai slalu ckp. Hehe..

Time aku kecil2 dulu. aku ingt nk jdi doktor. Ble save orng nyer life. Byk pahala tu. Tpi ble dh besar, aku baru realize yg aku nie takut darah and bnde2 dlm bnda kita nie. Tgk orng accident smpai luka teruk pun, aku dh mcm rse laen je. Aku xmuntah, cme rse xselesa kt dlm perut nie. Abah kata nk muntah tu tpi bdan awk kebal sbb tu xmuntah2. Ok, finelah.

Time aku kecil2 dulu, aku ingat nk jdi penyanyi. Hey, best tu. Masyuk gak kot. Famous lak tu. Sape xnk kn? Tpi ble dh besar, suara aku nie rupa2 nya xsedap. Aduh! Nie smue sbb gi karaoke lah. Kalo x, mesti xtau kn?? Hehe..  Tpi walaupun suara xsedap, karaoke ttap pegi.

Time aku kecil2 dulu, aku ingat nk jdi editor mag. Nie smue sbb aku ske beli 17mag. Ske tgk gmbr die yg comel2 n colourful tu. Tpi ble dh besar, aku dh lpe psl bnde nie. Tpi aku stil beli kot 17mag tu. Enthlh. Mcm mne tah ley lpe.

Time aku kecil2 dulu, aku ingat nk jdi penulis novel. Dulu aku suke bce buku2 cerita nie. Smpai sekrang pun. Tpi ble dh besar, die nie pun xmsuk dlm list aku. Xtau lah npe. Maybe coz aku nie xlah pndai cerita sgt kn. Cbe tgk karangan aku. Enth ape aku merepek pun xtau.

Time aku kecil2 dulu, aku ingat nk jdi pelukis. Yelh, dulu kn kte lukis smue comel2. Tpi ble dh besar, aku bru sedar yg tngan aku nie mcm kayu. Tgk lukisan aku pun mcm bdk drjh which mmg comel tpi ble jual ley ke dpt untung? Len lah tngan mcm megat tu. Ish, nk tukar tngan ngan die lah.. haha..

Time aku kecil2 dulu, aku ingt nk jdi successful businesswomen. Nie smue gara2 infuence dgn aisyah. Die mmg dri dulu nk jdi business women smpai lah sekrng. Tpi ble aku dh besar, it was still a dream but hardly to come tru coz both of my parents xencourage aku. Hmm..

Ble dh penat sgt fikir, aku ingt nk jdi suri rumah jelh. Xdelah byk sgt nk fikir. Just kne fikir ape yg nk masak jelh. Tpi yg len tu, rsenya ok kot. Beside, everything is under my control.. Huahua (evil laugh). Tpi Pn. Norliah ckp, kte as a women nie kne gak keje. Nnti ble husband kte run away or pass away, at least kte independence sket. My mom pun ckp mcm tu. Which i think was true!

Emm.. enthlah. Maybe aku ley jdi dentist kot which my parents mmg encourage i pursuit it. Lgi pun dentist xinvole byk drah tpi gross thing maybe. But i think i could handle it. Jdi composer pun okey gak kn. Mcm nadia ckp. Dpt byk dulit gak. Hehe.. But somehow business is always my top priority eventhough my parents xencourage i ambil. Xpe business, ble my future husband sruh i stop keje, i might akn ambik you. Nnti i pujuk lh die ye.. (aish! dh start bearangan blik..).. ;))