the end

I was cleaning my cupboard when i saw this black box i made special for you. It's been a long time i didnt open that box coz i put everything away and try my hardest to forget about you since we are done with our things finally. But it feels weird when i open that box. It didnt give me those tingle feeling that make me want to cry. It was none feeling. And as i read the thing we had together, thing that we love and hate,.. to be honest, i was BORED! Usually, everytime i open that box and read the things in there, i always read till finish but now, i'm not. i dont know what's wrong with me. but then i realize, i was finally getting over you. its weird how i laugh when i read those story about us.. and how i can sing-a-long with our song without any sad feeling or memory-flashback played on me.

it was true that sometime i did miss you and thought of you, how your life is but it was amazing how you vanish from my mind about 15second. i have no longer to force myself to not think of you and even if i did, i should delete it right this moment. i have no longer to do that.

and everytime i was near or at the place which relate to us, i was just staring and thought about it but then i forgot it all ever again.

yeah, it was weird.. but i guess it is the end for us and that i already get over you and moving on. i have to admit that the moment i said goodbye to you, i felt like a weight had been lifted out from my shoulder and that i felt free.. yeah, free from your selfishness and ego. but thanks for everything ashraf. thanks for the amazing 2years we spent time together.

it was weird how we were strangers at first and then become friends and later becomes more than friends. But then become friends and stranger all over again
-nasuhanadira-