I love him yes... I love him no...

emm.. aku sendiri xtau kot... Lately nie, aku mmg ade kepelikan sket. I mean.. i like that guy yg i call 'abg loceng' tu.. In fact bru semlm aku usha2 die time aku gi teman farah gi kedai ice blended.. And aku xtau lh kalo die perasan aku ke x and is he look at me too.. But he just seem like he staring at me.. Enthlh.. Perasaan aku jelh kot.. Kotlh..

Then, mlm 2, mse kt tuisyen, fon aku vibrate and i really thought it was Muiz (talk about him, die boikot aku kot coz aku reject die bwat ke-149 kalinya. seriously! ah! lantak pilh!). but i was wrong. kwn baik aku rupanya! JOE. Lme gle xborak2 ngan die. Maklum lh due2 bz ngan idup masing2. Aku msg die pn xblas. Sombong nk mampus.. hehe.. sori! xdelh.. gurau aje.. so, yeah, we talk wlaupn xlme.. at least ilang sket rindu aku kat die. tpikn die nie mcm tau2 je aku nk mesej die arinie kot. hehe.. eleh, i tau u pn rindu i kn?? hehe.. perasan! hehe..

Tpikn.. something strange happen. Well, as you all know, aku kn dh xade crush kt die lgikn (wait2! did i mention that before this post? em, lantaklh!). anyway, aku bkn nk ckp yg aku dh tske die blik. just that, i felt something when i'm with him. something that i couldnt explain it actually but for sure it was not the same things i felt when i was with ashraf. haha.. pelik kn?

so, am i really like him? emm.. i dont know.. but why suddenly he came into my dreams.. and i smile whenever i thought of him.. haha..

maybe.. just maybe..
aku dh jatuh dlm area cinta..

i love him yes..
i love him no...

BEFORE I FORGOT..
-today is my beloved mom nyer bday.. so, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM! May all ur wish come true n may ALLAH bless you. Semoga dimurahkan rezeki n dipnjngkn umur. I love you so much mom. Neo sarangae! ;)