Forgiven..

Arinie aku realize something. Something that i should have been realize it a few days ago. But i didnt. But whatever coz i am realize it now. So whats the big deal. Ok. Smpai ble aku nk mrh kt ashraf? Smpai ble aku nk benci die? Coz one day i will have to forgive him and just move on. And i did think that this time is a good time. This is it! Aku maafkn die for hurting my heart, for make me cry, for everything bad that he ever did to me. And i really hope he would do the same to me. Yeah, i know i already delete everything bout him n did all the mean things towards him but things cant be reverse ok. So, whatever happen to the past, just stay the past. And i hope just one day we could meet without sign and just sat there, laughing bout the past n forgive each other. yeah, i'm not just hoping but i wishing. haha... but yeah, aku maafkn die n i'm not hate him. like i ever will?? haha.. i mean how could i hate him while a part of me still love him, still miss him?? think again? n yeah, i did miss him. i still shed a tear once a while. i still remember the memory we had once had together. Tpikn aku prnh ah tdgr orng ckp, 'marah kerana sayang, benci kerana rindu'.. huhu.. jiwang gle dowh ayat tu tpi mcm 2 ah. n yeah, it is time for me to move on even when it is hard but it is the thing i have to do. Lgipn Ash dh move on, n i really think i should the same. Aku hrp die dpt ape yg die nk dlm idup die n mostly i hope he always happy with no worries. Its really time to move on evergreen... Hmm... Its really time to let him go.

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