End of my happy ending

I've been thinking yesterday.. And today i make my mind. I know its the right decision. So, gudbye ashraf. I'm leaving. Aku xsnggup dh tunggu kau. Wondering weather you would call or texting me. Weather you pick me or her. In the end, aku undurkn diri demi kau dan die. Aku ngaku mmg sukar lpaskn kau coz aku mmg xnk ilang kau lgi. Cukup lh dlu. But think again, it might be the best for both of us. Lgipn kau xprnh berubah. Kau even xley nk bwat choice pn. Aku tau ari2 aku sruh kau cari feeling tu smpai dpt coz that was what you told me the other day. Didnt you forget that dear?? Well, i didnt. Tpi dpt ke kau cari? And aku mmg benci gle merayu kat kau mcm orng bodoh. So, i decided to just end this relationship that really xde arah tuju. U might think i gave up, i never try. But the truth is how am i going to try if all the weight are putting on me?? That i'm the only one who trying i. While he just sit there doing nothing. He say he would try but all i see is that he gave up on trying. Beside, this relationship just didnt work out anymore. He found someone else now and i'm still alone like i use to. But its ok. I will found someone later on. When i'm turn 18. Who knew?? Haha.. But one thing for sure, i feel relieve when i broke up with ashraf today. I felt light. Like the weight on my shoulder had finally gone. And i think this is the right decision and i dont think i would change my mind again like i use to..


So ashraf,
Here's our goodbye..
I wish u got what u want..
And i wish the best in your life..
Thanks for the whole things..
I cherish every moment we had together..
And please..
This time..
Dont come back in my life again..
I had enough with the pain you cause..
Goodbye ashraf..
You always in my heart just like a tattoo..
I always will love you..
=))