Sedih..

Aku xtau apesal ngan aku arinie. Tetbe je rse sedih semcm. Nk kat aku rindu kat someone.. emm.. spe ek?? Ish, npe ek?? Xpsl2 lyn lgu yg emo tau... Jiwa kacau tol lh..

Agak2nya ape ek bwat mood aku laen mcm je arinie???

#PREMISE 1
- Aku rindu kt ashraf kot [truth tpi xbape nk truth sgt]. Yelh, aku bwat bodo je dgn miscall die. Ala, lgi pn sape sruh maen2 miscall. Kalo nk call, call lh btul2. Nie mcm tahi je. Mlas dowh lyn orng mcm nie. Sumph nmpk sgt mcm xikhlas nk contact aku. Benci down. Tpi benci2 pn, syg n rindu gak kot. Yelh, first time aku setia dgn sorng laki. Xbosan couple ngan laki yg sme je. Wlaupn 8buln je than tpi bgi aku mcm dh pecah recod dlm idup aku lh. Yelh, pling lme aku prnh couple pn 3 bulan lbh. Maybe bgi korng biasa2 je tpi bgi aku tsgt2 special. Yelh, 8 amazing month kot. Gle ah. So, conclusion die, ash 2 mcm 1st love aku lh versi matang sket. Hehe.. Adelh mcm 2.. Die byk ajar aku ttg life. And somehow aku pn byk berubah. Tpi lpas die dump aku, aku berubah lgi tpi versi yg anti-love. ceh ceh... Ble fikir blik kn, aku xtau nape kteorng break psl kteorng xgduh pn. Tetbe je die mintak. And aku relakn je wlaupn ade pujuk lh gak. Gle xpujuk? syg gle wei aku kt die. Tpi nk bwatnya, xde jodoh kot.. redha jelh.. but whatever happen in KL, stay in Kl.. hehe.. ayat xley nk blah lngsung.

#PREMISE 2
- Aku rindu gle kt kwn2 aku xspecially nadia, kaidy, izz n ashman. Tpi pling rindu kt nadia lh. Yelh, thun lpas slalu blik sme2 n gi tuisyen sme.. Sumph dowh pape masalah aku, aku mesti cte kt die. Dia nie kira mcm the brain girl dlm kumpulan aku lh. Sedih gle2 kteorng ble dpt tau die kne msuk asrama. Yelh, kteorng nie rapat gle mcm adik beradik pn ade. Dhlh Dia 2 prangai mcm kak long so title 2 mmg dpt kt die lh. Kt sklh pn, orng mmg knl kteorng 5orng. Mcm loner pn adelh psl berkepit je pegi mne kteorng nie. Hehe.. Mcm2 memori ade. Sumph kalo tlis kt snie xkn abis smapi ble2. Tapi alhamdulilah lah psl kterong still contact wlaupn jauh. Ble nadia cuti je, die mesti bgitau kteorng n kteorng pn mle lh atur mcm2 aktiviti nk bwat sme2. Hehe.. Kteorng kn bpisah sehari mcm 20 thun. Kalo sethun enth rse bape thun lh pulak. Thanks Dia for not forgetting us. We miss u n can't wait to hang out again! =)
- Kaidy lak pindah Sabah. Aku xprnh faham sgt ngan mamat nie. Kata rindu lh, nyesal lh tpi sumph mcm x kot. Kalo kt fb tu sombong gle ah. Sbr jelh. Sebaik kau kwn aku, kalo x, adelh bnde jhat aku bwat. Aku xtau ble aku start rapat ngan Kaidy. Mungkin dlm form 2/3 kot. Mle2 mai yg rapat dlu. Yelh, kaidy got huge crush on her kot. Tpi sarah anggap kaidy kwn je n xley lbh [mcm aku n akamal lh.. ceh ceh..].Pas2 ngan nad psl dorng sme class, then trus ngan aku, nadia n farah. Memori together byk gaklh.. Ade yg manis, masam n pahit.. But kteorng still kwn. Kaidy nie teruk sketlh tpi somehow kteorng managed to stay friends with him and nasihat ape yg perlu.. Kai, dont forget us. You know that we love u and that we accept u for who u truly are...

#CONCLUSION
- So, nmpknya aku sedih psl aku rindu... Dan mmg aku rindu kt dorng2 2... Kalo lh dorng tahu.. 2pn kalo... hukhukhuk..